School actually went better today, which was good. I managed to get a lot done, so I am now only a couple assignments and 4 lessons away from completing the credit. We found out something pretty crazy today in class though. We found out that one of my classmates was assaulted last week at school, and the kid who did it is being charged and getting expelled. The whole thing was on security video tape so the police were involved.
Co-op was okay. I helped the kids with writing their letters, which was good but it meant I didn't get to go outside with the kids. Also, I got my employer evaluation back and I only got 80%. I was majorly disappointed. Maybe it's because I'm a perfectionist, but I also just felt like I have been doing well and deserved a higher mark than that.
Tonight was good, I went to Starbucks to study with my dad to study and I actually got a good amount of work done. I really like studying at Starbucks, I just wish it wasn't so expensive there. I might go again tomorrow though. I really want to get my credit done soon.
I got back on my meds today, because my dad got hold of my doctor and he called in my prescription. So that is really really good, because it means my mood will not go completely off the rails and I will feel better again.
I haven't talked to N at all today, and I have been trying not to be upset that he hasn't messaged me. My abandonment issues really bother me, I am always scared that people don't care about me and are going to leave the first chance they get. But I am supposed to see him on Sunday, so maybe then I will feel better about it.
Also, no self harm today! I am very proud of myself for that.
Well that's all for tonight. So glad that it is the weekend, as I am really exhausted. I look forward to relaxing.
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